"We tell ourselves stories in order to live."  --Joan Didion


Coming October 11, 2022!


A Memoir

Former elite swimmer Kim Fairley smashed national records, competed in the Olympic Trials, was the second woman ever to receive a full scholarship for swimming at USC, and trained alongside some of the greatest swimmers of her time. But at what cost?

A peek into the dark side of elite swimming as well as a tale of family bonds, Swimming for My Life offers a rare, up-close look at struggles that are often obscured, and how the very events that scar us most deeply can also save our lives.

“Thank goodness there is a writer like Kim Fairley who has the skills, talent, and heart to bring us into the world of ultra-competitive sports for children. . . Pulled along by her propulsive writing style, with an eye for emotionally evocative details, you experience her plight . . . Five stars and highest praise for this page-turning book, I couldn’t put it down!”

—Lindsay C. Gibson, Psy.D. Author of Adult Children of Emotionally Immature Parents and Recovering from Emotionally Immature Parents.

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". . . the author’s writing is evocative, and her story is both unique and intriguing. . . difficult to put down.

A captivating family account that delivers compelling, acutely observant writing."

--Kirkus Reviews

"Shooting Out the Lights is an exquisite memoir that analyzes what brought a couple together to face loss and their shattered hopes with enduring love."

--Foreword Reviews

Booklife, by Publishers Weekly,  Interview with Kim

"I think that all readers may connect to moments in their lives in which they have been pushed beyond their limits, have had to say 'enough is enough,' and have discovered in the process that, though it may not be immediate, there is a payoff for drawing that line." 


A Memoir

“You were a preservationist, and I needed preserving,” Fairley's husband liked to joke.  He was thirty-two years older and struggling to cope with the tragic death of his son, Ben, who was fourteen.

Fairley writes about the impact of her husband's grief in Shooting Out the Lights, a May-December love story that explores the ongoing, wrenching aftermath of gun violence and the healing that comes from confronting the past.

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The Shooting Out the Lights book trailer, created by Jacques and Christina Mersereau at Day and Night Media, was featured on Shelf Awareness as Book Trailer of the Day!

Boreal Ties: Photographs and Two Diaries of the 1901 Peary Relief Expedition

". . . the stories of these famed Arctic explorers, and the native people with whom they came in contact, are told photographically through unique, absolutely gorgeous, and technically outstanding photographs . . . the absolute best of historic Arctic photography."

--Katherine Kirkpatrick, author of The Snow Baby: The Arctic Childhood of Admiral Robert E. Peary's Daring Daughter and Between Two Worlds.


Photographs and Two Diaries of the 1901 Peary Relief Expedition

In 1899 Robert Peary, exploring northern Greenland in search of the North Pole, lost seven toes to frostbite but refused to cut his exploration short to seek treatment. When his wife learned of his condition, she and their seven-year-old daughter set off in July 1900 to find Peary and persuade him to come home. The 1901 expedition documented in this fascinating book was organized to deliver supplies to Peary and to search for his wife and child.


 “Maybe nostalgia is a form of longing. It aches for history . . . My place. My people.”

    —Patricia Hampl,  Author of The Florist's Daughter